'Spaze.. heart fell..'

.." He died in the arms of the one he loved..

As if the life had stopped and the trap-door suddenly slapped open and his world fell out from beneath his feet. Yet the moment he thought he lost everything, he saw;.. as he was plummeting tword a bottomless future.. he saw his heart.. always in front of him.. careening off the sides of the walls of the pit like a kamikaze game of Pong.. always just right in front of him.. but somehow not really ever quite within' his grasp. As manic or angry as he gets.. he must always remember to follow his heart.. for the bottom of this fall is not yet clear.. not ever quite clear .. a fast and quixotic impact ?? Sudden and violent death ?? The warmth and cushion of love and more hearts to break his fall and rest his mind,piece of mind and peace of mind ;end to chaos ?? do these things exist..the fall is not over.. and he is not yet in grasp of his heart.. but as it cannot rain all the time.. his heart cannot fall forever. "

..inks,crayon,duct tape,colour pencil,P.shop - 11 August,2004