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viernes, diciembre 13, 2002
-->> .. she's gone..

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martes, diciembre 10, 2002
-->> .. darkdark

..want the dead time..w0n't.. precious someone keeping me here.. would hate them if the love wasn't stronger..
.. s0meone so special is dying.. i cannot take sh8t.. i keep l00sing all these precious realities and gifts..
.. if they die.. a part of me dies.. i am angry at mundane things so much so now..

.. i actully at this very moment of type hate a peice of childhood i hate Ninja Turtles..
..i hate the fandom.. and the fodder mother f8ckers have shown me and shoved up anal cavities.. i hate it all..
..pl;astic and worthless.. i don't want to even type.. i'll just post lyrics..seems to be nice filler..
..fitting.. Behold! The Nightmare



I faced the fathoms in your deep
Withstood the suitors' quiet siege
Pulled down the heavens just to please you
Appease you
The wind blows, and I know

I can't go on
Digging roses from your grave
To linger on
Beyond the beyond
Where the willows weep
And the whirlpools sleep
You'll find me
The coarse tide reflects sky

And the night mare rides on
And the night mare rides on
With a December black psalm
And the night mare rides on

Where I fear is lost here
The wind blows, and I know

All you have to do is run away
And steal yourself from me
Become a mystery to gaze into
You're so cruel in all you do
But still I believe, I believe in you

So may you come with your own knives
You'll never take me alive
With all the force of what is true
Is there nothing I can do?

I can't go on
Digging roses from your grave
To linger on
Beyond the beyond
Where the willows weep
And the whirlpools sleep
You'll find me

And the night mare rides on
And the night mare rides on
With a December black psalm
And the night mare rides on

I've faced the fathoms in your deep
Withstood the suitors' quiet siege
Pulled down the heavens just to please you
To hold the flower I can't keep



..don't die mrs.B ..please..


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domingo, diciembre 08, 2002
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..wound..

there you are
as you always were
you bathe in life
and naked blur
you're a part of me
eternal wound
my grand desire
in the setting sun

if you wait, i will wait
taste, i will taste
if you love, i will love
run, i will run
to my last breath

last night i turned around and thought i saw myself turning
inside the strangest dream of life i loved and cities burning

awake in my arms
you crying harm
a rage of the hours
when they still devour her all

so take it on
i doubted we
will know it's gone
cause we've been here
since time began
they got away
and make these plans

room opens
reveal this broken man
assume these notions
with blood on his hands

if you wait, i will wait
taste, i will taste
if you love, i will love
run, i will run
to my last breath

last night i turned around, i thought i saw myself turning
last night i turned around and thought i watched the world ending
inside the crushing i felt the pain, the tide was turning

destroyed in the way
the jealous and greats
will tear this world down
to spite god over
with his own love
with his own love
if you wait
if you wait

if you wait, i will wait
taste, i will taste
if you love, i will love
run, i will run
to my last breath



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