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sábado, febrero 15, 2003

-->> .. don't you dare call her a 'bad person'..my mawm she is not alchoholic .. she is a workoholic..

.. hello sheltered lives..'HELLO!! .. how are you,SHELTERED LIVES??'

..look around you thru screens.. boxes.. with the happy little comforts of your..

NINJA TURTLE PLUSHIE

..PETER LAIRD IS A VERY BAD MAN.. laying out the fine lines of what may very well
have been something pure and whole.. turned out the man was part of the 'brain washing' machine like
everytihng else.. he has my money,he has my heart,he has my soul.. and the man would soon staple you through the nech with a spear than figure than simply cuz you admired his work for much different reasons than everyone else.. YOU ARE BAD.. YOU ARE NOT A NINJA TURTLE FAN..
YOU,toKK are a very messed up adult with no semblence of reality.. you are a f00l with no life and f7ck ..i have your money.. you opinion on my creations.. your..'TAKE' is invalid.. you have no say in any thing for don't tell me what i want to hear::( ..O' Mr.Laird ..your work changed my life..i used to be such an outcast .. but ninja turtles mad eme realise i can stick up for myself and.. . . have sex with them.. and shove polls up my ass .. and make no sence tword logic..o' Mr.Laird.. you are so wonderful.. i put Ninja turtles above the lives of those that really are 'FLESH' .. and 'Blood' .. o' Mr.Laird.. i love your work.. keep making ninja turtles so i can continue to make you rich.. i mean.. that f8cked up kid..tOkK is so retarded.. he never admired your work.. nAW .. nor did he try to emulate you. He cared about Mirage Studioes as a whole.. not just cuz 'they make Ninja Turtles'.. no..Mr.Laird.. f7ck t0kK he is so retarded.. i tell you him looking up to you and still trying to make sence of his schitzophrenic exsistence ..which he really is trying to come to terms wuth.. ..and the fact he still looks up to you,Mr.Laird.. is irrelevant.. tokK is a f7ckin' mental cripple..he got raped and saw loved one he cared about getting raped.. he saw his friennds and family rot and die.. and everything as it was falling apart.. your work some how facinated him and kept him going.. but he is a special person so.. give him a cripple bus pass,a ballon, and a pat on the back.. and f8ck him.. )

..i am special..

..i am not 'politically correct' .. but the baisis of 'POLITICAL CORRECTNESS' was based on a many sommon grounds of logic. What the media and comapany has fostered and molded into a wonderful hodge podge of show and hysterics.. the bottom line?? ::

MENTALLY RETARDED PEOPLE?? They are PEOPLE ..fucking idiots!!!
You 'normal' people see how a birth defect or deformity has made thier lives 'different' than yours..
.. you see them struggle.. "O ..YAY.. you are so brave!! Let's give you a medal!! " ..

..no.. these people and the people in thier lives are so f8cking strong and human as anyone else..

.. so F8ck ,Barbra Walters..

.. go interview your media whore house.. go on.. that is the f8cking fluff 'normal' people want to read,see,hear.. they want to be told where to go,what to do,what to have faith in,what wars we need to fight,what philosophy we should agree with or disagree with.. .. go on.. MEDIA MACHINE!!

..oops did i just type that >> >> >> ?? COME ON MEDIA!! COME ON ABCs ,CBSs,FoXs, NBCs.. come on!! .. come have some one sh00t the crazy schitzo boy down.. please!!
Do me the f7cking favor,b8tches!! YOU'd SOON PLASTER KATIE COURIC's ASS all over bin Laden's face on the cover of 'TIME' just to make a quick buck.. than to be Real.. and not just tell me what you think i should be thinking or reading.

KILL ME!! KILL MEEEEEEE~!!!!

..How doo!!

..HEY lookit ever'buddy..itsa president thar.. itsa.. PRESIDENT BUTCH..!! LOOKKE thar.. he dun gon believed in the reAAl ideals uv this cuntry.. he dun said..

HEY~~!!
.. i beleives in jesus n' WAL-mart.. .. i sure doo.. n' if Osama Hussein dun gon blows-ED up my Wal- MArt.. well Boy howdee ..i'm gunna send,Ruchfield, n' Jesus, n' umm .. abuncha innocent soldures n'..umm.. n' that one black guy with glasses n' a general suit.. yeah.. him too.. i'm gun have 'em goes on over thar.. n' blows upa bunch of innocent peoples so that i can go ridem horses on my white rich ass ranch down thar in Texas n' hell some them soldure fellahs n' fellah-ettes may not come back alive.. but hell least i'll have oil.. God bless Jesus.. God Bless Amerika.. n' God bless Wal -mart!!

..i don't like you Mr.President .. you are a very EVIL man.. and you are as retarded as me.. please come send your HOME LAND SECURITY to come clip me please..

People like you make life a living hell for inncocent people all over the world.. when you get to hell.. be sure to tell me hi.. maybe we can goes do sum fishin' inna lake o' fire!! I dun hear 'YOUR' Jesus gun be thar too!! H'yuck!!

..no people don't like me .. not my view.. yes.. the President is a very bad man.. and yes i am going to hell.. and yes.. Evil people go there right?? Look,think,read,see, notice your surroundings.. notice the events.. watch the little details.. yes the president is EQUAL to OSAMAs and Saddams of the world..
.. yes.. he is.. if you kid yourself and think otherwise.. you are just feeding into the media machine.. but i'm a fine one to talk !!

ME AM A MEDIA CHILD!!

.. i miss my mawm.. i am a burden to her.. i am a burden to the system.. to the f8cking globe..
big boy is a big baby.. can't even take care of himself.. cannot get out of school to support himself.. cannot be liked or loved 'normally' .. i want to die.. noome will let me die.. so maybe i will be killed.. it can happen ..i died a million times.. and my mind is rott.. yes.. at some point .. i will cave .. and the lies people tell me will continue to slide..

.. i am a lie.. i have lied to myself from the beginning.. i will not ever make my mawm or pop proud.. and i will be dead here.. in this f8cking contradiction that was once my home.. . . i am so dark now.
.. i am not feeling amotion just darkness..
i burdend my mother for some money..i don't deserve her money nor her love..
i'm gunna head to Wal-mart ..YEP..uh huh..WAL-mart.. to buy implements..
.. i cannot die?? no.. so i'll just do what i always do ..trip out.. bleed and burn..
keep your plastic ninja Turtles.. and yes.. fuck you Peter Laird.. b8tch..i need to go..

...i hate my brain.. my brain is falling out..

..>v<

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-->> .. am at mawm's house really overwhelmed . . .. so scared.. now..

..need die.. want die.. can't here..

2 much happening why all the time i am triping out..

this happened alot.. sometimes near everyday..

1 friend is ok i hear now.. . .he was real sad.. needed go to hospital .. get help..

i think i understand now.. . . . .. ... .. ... .... i need get out mawm's house now..

.. i love mawm.. but it is to late for me here work for her..
t0kk wants slice.. slice his arms .. won't cuz ppl count on him ..

..it is so f7cked up.. i am going Krazy. . . schitzo see 1 face all day.. drive hi crazy,...ah

.. mamw throwing things.. .. b b . l . . . . >v<

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viernes, febrero 14, 2003

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..my life and times..

.. 8[

My life in the morning sun
My life in the speeding car
Too much to lose

My life on the empty roads
My life in the electric room
Too much to lose
Too much to lose

So hear the way that the world is calling
My life to you
Show the way that I'll keep it coming
My life to you
My life to you
My life to you

My life in the messy room
My life in the greasy girl
My life to you

My life in the wall of shame
My life in the passing car
My life to lose
My life to you
My life to you

So hear the way that the world is calling
My life to you
Show the way that I'll keep it coming
My life to you
My life to you

'Cause my life and my love stand for always
Your love and our love stand for always

Any way that you want it now
Just say the word you can have it now
My life to you
My life to you
My life to you

My life to you
My life to you

Any way that you want it now
Just say the words you can have it now
Any way that you want it now
Just say the words you can have it now
Any way that you want it now
Just show the world that you want it now
Anyway that you want it now
Just show the world you can have it now

My life to you
My life to you
my life to you
my life to you

..baldy & co. ..
.. happy <3..

.. >v<

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miércoles, febrero 12, 2003

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