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jueves, febrero 27, 2003 -->> .. .. getting stress.. . . . 2 A.M. hour doing spanish homework.. no sleep.. never sleep.. so 1/2 real..feel like a retard.. have to use Babel fish Alta Vista Translator on some words.. learning is hard for me.. i was always hit on or in the skull ..after the concusion(sp) a few years back ..my brain ahs been so easily boggled.. i am so overwhelmed anymore..i cannpt sort or learn unless ppl go real slow. With a language class.. teacher goes fast. Hard cuz people not shutting up makes me go crazy,, the don't stop .. all voices all the times VOICES VOICES VOICES.. yeah .. make fun of that too. .. ..i got to feel soon.. ...real soon.. .. tryed to but held off..i was going to burn again.. i could feel parts of me.. but not all ..was wierd .. water was dry.. i try feel wet hot water.. but it was dry.. ===.. .. talked to friend.. help me.. am still 1/2 real and fading.. need die.. can't.. jesus,, gaw .. ah.. no connection.. no connection.. am 1/2 person.. 1/3 .. 1/16.. ,,1 none.. i go rest.. . . . . almost 6 a. m. now.. sh7t.. ah .. have tigers and heads..like tigers need angel.. . . .. .>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, febrero 25, 2003 -->> ..when i was little..i lived down the street from the prettiest lil' red-head this side of the briar.. ..she was the prettiest lil' doll with the strawberry smell.. and the sexiest!! i was infatuated!! ..i have fond memories of getting punched by the little girls and got bloody noses in the dolly isle at the local Kmart cuz i'd horde all the Strawberry & Raspberry Tart dolls just to smell the sweet ,sweet berry goodness..finer than the most precious cocaine and an aroma so much nicer than my mawm's egg salad.. ..being with Strawberry was like being with a can of Glade Potpourri spray.. so fresh,crisp,clean.. ..like sweet homemade Strawberry pie gramma used to make..& good ol' Country luvin'!! ..she was my 'Cakie' (that was our thing i called her ,OUR THING).. ..but alas.. ..her parents got a restraining order cuz they insist i was 'stalking' her.. when all i really wanted was to smell thier daughter's delicate red hair.. besides.. her cat used to scratch me alot too.. n' i'm allergic to custard cats..so..we drifted apart.. DAMM i miss her.. ..good thing is..she's really makin' a come back.. and the prettiest lil' red-head is becoming a pretty "BIG-WIG" in the dessert-themed doll industry.. but i still miss her scent.. her purty lil' outfits.. and the tea parties..o' the TEA PARTIES.. even her 'Friendly Foe' ,the Purple Pie man.. those were the days.. when she was my lil Cakie..and i was her.. .. well she never really liked me..but i still love to go n' smell all her dolls at Target..it's like reliving my old crack whore days in the back allies of Brooklyn.. but it's not Brooklyn..it's the dolly isle at Target.. and it's not Crack..it's a doll with strawberry juice injected into her hair folicals.. and.. .. wait ..was i crack whore?? ..anyway.. Strawberry has a fan who has a special day today.. so,.. Strawberry Shorkat.. ..some 'BUNNY' has a birthday today.. n' we're gunna celebrate with a BERRY special song:: *** HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! YOU LIVE IN A ZOO.. *** Your Brother looks like a monkey.. *** ..But he smells like P00 P00.. ..!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!! 8D .. >v< ..thanks to MEANDUCKS d0t com .. for letting me steal the graphiX.. ..? ? ? ? ?..