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jueves, marzo 20, 2003 -->> ..s0 f8cking hard.. but got to try.. the galaxy against you.. but i got to ty to listen to the one voice i trust cuz that is voice that ultimatly matters..even if i'm confused.. i need that voice.. or the heads will walk me thru 'IT ALL' and off a cliff.. ..i love that voice,need to stop taking it for granted ..or it will be gone and i will die alone.. ..bombs dropping..i am very dark.. but mabe i can pretend to be funny !! 8D ..yeh..right.. Scince they won't give us thier weapons of mass destruction ..instead of dropping OUR weapons of mass destruction on them..and killing everyone and pissing all the countries off.. why can't the U.S. drop :: ..EGG DROP SOUP!! ..it's scolding lava hot..& burns..plus it's so tastey.. everyone knows that when ya drop Egg Drop soup.. all the weapons of mass destruction are given up.. n' we all get along!! ..Drop clowns.. everybody loves clowns.. .. 'B- I -B -L -E ' Bingo cards!! Every good Christian knows.. when ya drop 'BIBLE BINGO'..all the Islamic heathens give up thier weapons n' head for the hills with with bible bing0 cuz ,Jesus Christ.. what's the best way ta take the oil from them?? WHEN THEY ISN'T LOOKIN'.. hell they's be havin ' to much fun..winnin' Creddish & plus..we'd been doin' good by the Lord..turnin' them 'Raqis over ta Jesus!! ..Drop a load.. well .. .. the sh8t already hit the fan anyway.. why not?? ..yeh.. DROP YIR PANTS!! Actually ..that makes alot of sence.. hell , why doesn't W. Bush go over there ..n' drop his pants.. <-- Lookit 'im!! ..HE's thtoopit.. he dun't know that he's ugly!! He dun drop his pants.. HELL.. that's enuf ta kill off 1/2 the globe.. let alone the threat dun gunna make Saddam scared 'nuff to give up alla them weapons n' all fifty wives fer that matter !! ..damm i'm dark enuf as it is.. just lookin' at that f7cker is enuf to make me take up anorexia !! .. .. gaw.. kill me.. ..hell ..Dubya may very well kill us all.. gaw.. i need to steal a picture of a bunny or somthing.. ..Ahh ..good enuf.. 8) .. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   lunes, marzo 17, 2003 -->> Voices .. war.. constantly at war.. in my head ,lives, my thought process, my relations with people.. the f7cked up abilities i try to maintain in socialising..on the net and in real life.. constantly brings me in trouble. No matter what there is a war.. within my body..within my family.. within my sureality..within the shatter remains of cope i have. WAR WAR WAR WAR WAR.. .. yeah.. ::"In a democratic democracy we are gunna give 2 days of 48 hours fer Saddam to give up weapons of destruction that can blow people up or we're gunna use military force which will make us at war ..but don't worry..you innocent people that hadn't dun nothing ..we'll give you bandaids..Give it up Saddam." :: " O' my Haresh.. the funny man with the big ears is going to take out our boom-booms..well i give up.. let's all call it quits from here and go bury our heads in the sand like the ostriches of sacar!! Light them up now ,boys..it's all over.. .. there are reasons he is doing this.. i mean Other Reasons.. ..what does a schitzo do?? .. in these wars of "MIND" .. i hardly trust anyone.. i'm a hypocrit ..and even the ones i need to trust.. i totally think are f7cking with my mind.. i don't know what to do .. i am scared..the president wants to kill me and everyone.. .. ..President Bush is evil as Saddam.. or me.. i am evil.. i am not real.. none of this is real.. no .. ah sh7t.. i hate me.. What the f7ck will all this do to all the other Schizos.. and 'mentally ill' people.. what does this do to the families .. what does it do to the troops.. ..what does war do.. what.. give us more petrole than cleaner fuels.. and it's still ok that U.S. is as big a stocl piler of chemical weapons than Saddam.. .. gaw !! ..gaw i wanna die.. and i don't even deserve sh8t.. innocent people are about to die.. & .. again.. It is ok.. it is always ok.. it's gunna be ok.. .. kill people i don't know over ther,kill my sister over there, my cousin, my mother my father.. kill them.. they are fighting for Freedom..?? ..Kill me,BUSH!! Don't Kill them!! KILL ME!! NOW!! .. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -- > > . quit f8cking with my head.. . . before the day has dawn i will at very least bleed.. .. what is not real m elts.. i set my hand on fire yesterday and it melted.. proving to me i am plastic.. forget you knew me .. i will pray i will see you from hell living in plastic bliss amoung bull shit ninja turtles.. and the plastic Jesus - son of a false god that raped his people mellinea ago . . . . . f8ckl off get out of head.. stop consorting with my brain. . f7ck you!!!!~!!! .wddafv >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   domingo, marzo 16, 2003 -->> Schizophrenia is a serious brain disorder that distorts the way a person thinks, acts, expresses emotions, perceives reality and relates to others. People with schizophrenia -- the most chronic and disabling of the major mental illnesses -- often have problems functioning in society, at work and at school, and in relationships. Schizophrenia can leave its sufferer frightened and withdrawn. It is a life-long disease that cannot be cured, but usually can be controlled with proper treatment. .. need to stop seeing stars.. need to fix problem.. ..i will get shot.. show brain who is in control..or will steal gun.. SHALL die.. no more sh7t.. maybe Bush kill me ..maybe cop.. not care.. i am not real. . .. brain is marked.. .. f8ck hate .. i HATE YOU ALL!!! I AM NOT REAL!!!!!!!! .. . . . . ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..