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sábado, abril 26, 2003 -->>.. everyone goes away.. that's why i need to bleed.. the harm stays..but everyone goes away.. ..i'm at that f7cking stage again.. yeh.. i'm not real.. how do i not bleed when it is this bad?? ..noone has answers ..i need to die.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> ..near 6.a.m. .. i am facinatingly in love.. i am menatlly challenged.. an i recently found out i am "Rotten's" biggest fan.. yeh.. i want it to be normal.. f8ck.. even if i had my car..i'd be more 'normal' ..at least as far as my transportation.. sh7t.. 100 $$ in taxi's in 4 days is alot when you don't have alot.. i'm on boarder of what is real and what isn't and it is so incredible.. there are still these fandom f8ckers out there that insist Ninja Turtles is more than 'fun' as it should be.. it is like religeon or water.. they need it so bad.. know what f8ck faces.. i can have fun with this sh7t if i want.. i spent alot of money growing up with that crap too .. KNOW WHAT,SH6t F8ck!? .. I LIKED THE Girl turtle.. !! Bite the f7ck out of me.. and say 'F7ck you,tOkK..' ..yeah.. you should be so lucky.. you plastic pieces of sh6t.. you ruin all that is simply fun for kids.. and to people that enjoy this stuff for the life and happiness it brings 'em.. and people like you are so f7cking hell bent on your collection.. you slowly forget that it's eating away at your soul.. and life.. ..FEEL REAL,Moron ?? Does ripping into a kid who just wants to have fun make you feel real?? Does collecting plastic and alot of dust make you real?? .. does letting the plastic control your entire lifestyle make you real?? Are you one of the many that actually use the plastic as an escape.. (for fun).. or are you one of the millions that actually think your undaunted opinion on the mundane is as valid as the sand castle you've built it upon.. wait for the next stiff wave to hit shore and tell me what you got left in the foam.. jesus.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, abril 22, 2003 -->> .. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> Pizza Pizza.. PIZZA PIZZA.. PIZZA PIZZA.. PIZZA PIZZA!! ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   domingo, abril 20, 2003 -->> ..when i was helping my mawm and pop move from thier house of 12 years..to the new one.. i found some shocking things..amoung them..some old toys & photos of stuff still stored at my folks' house i didn't know i had.. as well as some old art work and school papers i had made when i was a kid.. even an old recording i made with my little sister (now b7tchzilla) for my Mawm's birthday.. ..but by far the most startling of all the things i found:: ..this letter to the Easter Bunny.. it was burried under a bunch old papers in a water damaged box in the attic.. i was also suprised to see that the letter was not opened..(notice how the envelope is suicidally happy to be 'Opened' ..he even looks jolly about the fact that he would be opened and destroyed to reveal the sweet,sweet cocaine influenced message within) ..Evidence the Easter Bunny never even got to take a look at it!! This is my Mawm's doing.. she is the one who saved all this crap we had to move.. and she never gave it to the Easter Bunny.. hell..!! I hate Santa.. he is an evil ,manipulative fat old man.. who needs to brush up on his child labour laws. The Easter Bunny however is genuinely misunderstood and subtly bastardized by the Wal-mart corperation. within side the glory envelope's guts was:: "Dear Easter Bunny, I hope you give the other children thing to. And have a good easter. Love,tOkKa P.S.(Picture for you on back!) and send more of the magic sugar that helps me fly. ..so this Easter..i will be further examining my mawm's ever controlling dominance over me and my life and the fact that i have a shotty relationship with the Easter Bunny ..at best.. No thanks to her..i hope E.B. is reading this now..after all these years.. I STILL BELEIVE IN YOU MR.Bunny.. and i hope to enjoy snorting much of that magic sugar with you in the futre.. !! Hoppin' down the bunny trail ..hippity hoppity..Easter is on it's waaaaaYYYYYY!! ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..