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sábado, mayo 24, 2003 -->> Matthew14850: hi tOkKAb2: hi Matthew14850: how r u tOkKAb2: dizzy Matthew14850: i like star wars tOkKAb2: wow!! tOkKAb2: who favorite?? Matthew14850: i hop new star wars 3 tOkKAb2: hop?? tOkKAb2: like a bunny?? Matthew14850: cool tOkKAb2: star wars bunny?? tOkKAb2: Yoshi?? tOkKAb2: like Yoshi?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: is bunny in star wars>?? Matthew14850: not see tOkKAb2: no?? tOkKAb2: why not?? Matthew14850: i like star wars tOkKAb2: i like pie tOkKAb2: .. you like pie?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: like pie wars?? Matthew14850: www.starwars.com tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: like piewars dot com Matthew14850: yes Matthew14850: :-D tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: like Cow pie??! tOkKAb2: MMMm..Yummm tOkKAb2: Cow pie!! Matthew14850: ohhhhhhhhhh tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: MMMM tOkKAb2: .. yumm.. tOkKAb2: Cow pie!! Matthew14850: you starwar cowboy tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: Cowboy Pie wars tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: yes tOkKAb2: like the Lemon meurang tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: YUUUM.. tOkKAb2: Lemon!! Matthew14850: you look v funnig Matthew14850: :-D tOkKAb2: i look funnig?? tOkKAb2: like a crouton?? Matthew14850: yeah tOkKAb2: no way..me?? Matthew14850: no way tOkKAb2: !! Matthew14850: my jeep kitt up tOkKAb2: kitt up?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: like the Cats.. in the movie..??? tOkKAb2: ?? tOkKAb2: the Cats.. tOkKAb2: in the one show.. tOkKAb2: 'CATS'?? Matthew14850: i like cats tOkKAb2: o the movie?? .. Matthew14850: cats tOkKAb2: or the animal?? Matthew14850: may 30 new moive mano tOkKAb2: Mano?? tOkKAb2: Mano.. is that a cat?? Matthew14850: diseny tOkKAb2: ooOoooo.. NEMO!! tOkKAb2: NEMO tOkKAb2: ..like the dream master.. tOkKAb2: Nemo tOkKAb2: .. he's a cat!! tOkKAb2: ~~ tOkKAb2: !! Matthew14850: ok ok ok tOkKAb2: ?? tOkKAb2: what?? tOkKAb2: ok??? Matthew14850: nemo Matthew14850: ? tOkKAb2: NEMO tOkKAb2: ..like the laxative Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: yes tOkKAb2: 1!! Matthew14850: may 30 tOkKAb2: may 30?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: .. that's your birthday!! tOkKAb2: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Matthew14850: no no Matthew14850: my aug Matthew14850: aug 11 tOkKAb2: NEMO!!!!! tOkKAb2: 1YEAH!! Matthew14850: my birthday aug 11 summer tOkKAb2: Nemo's?? Matthew14850: new moive nemo tOkKAb2: ..Nemo's Birthday is Aug.11 Matthew14850: diseny nemo tOkKAb2: Disney Nemo?? Matthew14850: yeah tOkKAb2: hey!! tOkKAb2: Do you like the Slime Pit?? tOkKAb2: i do@@!! Matthew14850: ok tOkKAb2: ok?? tOkKAb2: .. you like the Slime pit?? Matthew14850: ye Matthew14850: how u work tOkKAb2: slimey tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: how yous?? Matthew14850: im good tOkKAb2: now?? tOkKAb2: good liek what?? Matthew14850: my new job printing tOkKAb2: .. you print gravy?? Matthew14850: tim tOkKAb2: tim?? tOkKAb2: is that good?? tOkKAb2: i've not tried tim?? tOkKAb2: Is tim good?? Matthew14850: i k tOkKAb2: ik?? tOkKAb2: what ik>?? Matthew14850: voc tOkKAb2: voc?? tOkKAb2: who's Voc?? tOkKAb2: is he the manager?? Matthew14850: of work tim tOkKAb2: you like tim?? tOkKAb2: is tim good?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: .. what's tim like?? tOkKAb2: ?? Matthew14850: yes tOkKAb2: yes?? tOkKAb2: like an octopus?? Matthew14850: oh tOkKAb2: oh?? tOkKAb2: what>?? tOkKAb2: hear frog?? tOkKAb2: FROG?? tOkKAb2: :-[ tOkKAb2: :-( Matthew14850: happy Matthew14850: :-) tOkKAb2: frog is ?>? tOkKAb2: what he say?? tOkKAb2: he said 'HAPPY'?? tOkKAb2: !! Matthew14850: O:-) tOkKAb2: what frog say?? tOkKAb2: 'Happy'?? tOkKAb2: ?? tOkKAb2: ?? Matthew14850: my frog happy tOkKAb2: he say ..'LALALALALA' tOkKAb2: ALLALAALALA tOkKAb2: lala Matthew14850: ok bye sksk tOkKAb2: bye tOkKAb2: sksks tOkKAb2: RRIIP tOkKAb2: :-D Matthew14850: rrllop rrrrrr rrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr llllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllllllllll llllllllllllllllllllllllllll pppppppp pppppppppp ppppppppppppp pppppppppppppp ppppppppppp ppp:-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-) :-):-) tOkKAb2: ?!! tOkKAb2: aaahk Matthew14850: ok i v funnig tOkKAb2: aaaaahh tOkKAb2: NO WAY!! Matthew14850: ok bye sksksk tOkKAb2: bye tOkKAb2: sksksksk tOkKAb2: sksksksk tOkKAb2: sksksks tOkKAb2: yumm tOkKAb2: PIE!! tOkKAb2: bacon!! Matthew14850: O:-) tOkKAb2: >:o Matthew14850: good n tOkKAb2: hey!! tOkKAb2: night tOkKAb2: Frog Matthew14850: good night tOkKAb2: night tOkKAb2: riipp Matthew14850 signed off at 12:04:04 AM. ..? ? ? ? ?..   viernes, mayo 23, 2003 -->> mendacity \Men*dac"i*ty\, n.; pl. Mendacities. [L. mendacitas.] 1. The quality or state of being mendacious; a habit of lying. --Macaulay. 2. A falsehood; a lie. --Sir T. Browne. Syn: Lying; deceit; untruth; falsehood. ..i beleive much of exsistance is based on such things as the above.. and when you want to die.. you WANT TO DIE.. and all the world is mendacity.. and your objective is clear..you SHALL DIE.. then someone throws a wrench in the sprockets and to say that trying not to kill yourself is a 'non-risky', easy thing to do.. would be more mendacity.. i'm quite wiped out on that word right now.. .. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   jueves, mayo 22, 2003 -->> .. ned to die.. i can't take it.. if this is real and being mundane is real.. and people f7cking you over is real.. please keep it. i lost my humanity long ago. ..this is all bull sh5t.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> ..i don't want to be here.. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   miércoles, mayo 21, 2003 -->> ..eh.. could of been worse.. (poor shark, jesus..) ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, mayo 20, 2003 -->> ..when i need to feel.. I NEED TO FEEL.. i do what i do.. and i've done much worse to me than this.. ..note: the following may be cosidered graphic: ..do not scroll below the " * * " and close this window now if this is your case.. ******************************* ..starwith an arm..sometimes.. ..bloods.. ..most time chest..i hit my chest and back .. ..pain starts in few minutes.. ..messy.. ..many scars.. ..burn,cut,burn,cut,poison,burn,cut,solder.. ..at least i feel.. real for now.. this is why i am evil.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   lunes, mayo 19, 2003 -->> ... better look out.. schizo dun trippin' out again!! .. .. yeah .. gunna try to die!! YEEHAW.. ..& f7ck you.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> .. Colorado Springs..where i live is spewing with hate sometimes.. behind much beauty lay quite the many hypocritical values that came in to a place that was once my home.. .. the f8cking joke of Colorado is that..'NOONE WAS BORN HERE'.. i was.. strait downtown on a pretty street called 'CASCADE AVENUE'.. this town reeks of a wonderful history.. .. and often i need to just look at the mountains and i still can't beleive i'm at the foot of the mountains.. so nice on a real clear and rainy day.. .. you wouldn't even tell that Deep below Cheyenne Mountain is the Norad base for Air Force.. Colorado springs is immersed in wonder and many developers come here simply wanting to build all over any where just for money even at the cost of people's lives.. they build houses right in the middle of a land slide zone .. Christian organizations come here spread out to divide diversity and take over with hypochracy and hate put in thier sheep's clothing.. ..bad white men with bad agendas.. ..pretending to be real.. ..Sunday was filled with such rhetoric.. and i no longer am at home.. Colorado Springs still has much good in it.. it's too hard to see. . Jesus was a lord of Rhetoric?? .. i don't understand.. ..i hated today.. .. i'm fried..i don't want to think about it anymore.. i am hurt ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   domingo, mayo 18, 2003 -->> .. i keep peeing in the shower.. ..but i use scrubbing bubbles daily shower cleaner .. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..