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jueves, mayo 29, 2003 -->> barringer719: hey dave tOkKAb2: hi barringer719: how are ya tOkKAb2: dizzly barringer719: u mean dizzy ? tOkKAb2: yesh barringer719: u need rest buddy tOkKAb2: i try tOkKAb2: u need a q tip barringer719: q tip? tOkKAb2: uno barringer719: what? tOkKAb2: dos barringer719: hey u still same place or u move another place tOkKAb2: no still here tOkKAb2: for now barringer719: u are home alone ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ' tOkKAb2: AAAAH tOkKAb2: AHH SH6T!!! barringer719: poor kevin tOkKAb2: aahh barringer719: u see movie tOkKAb2: which movie?? barringer719: home alone tOkKAb2: me?? barringer719: yeah u are tOkKAb2: yes tOkKAb2: i am tOkKAb2: bok moo barringer719: i am terminator machine i will target u tOkKAb2: @!!1 tOkKAb2: 21 tOkKAb2: !11 tOkKAb2: 11!! tOkKAb2: 11!1 tOkKAb2: NNLLLLLLOOO tOkKAb2: AHHHHH barringer719: bam tOkKAb2: home alone!! tOkKAb2: AHHHHH tOkKAb2: there is a terminator in home tOkKAb2: ~~ tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: Bucket to head!! tOkKAb2: Nail in foot!! tOkKAb2: OOOOOOOWWW!! barringer719: u are terminated tOkKAb2: no way b8tch tOkKAb2: who's yir deddy tOkKAb2: ?? barringer719: i will target at your dick barringer719: bam tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: No way tOkKAb2: i will throw a bucket on yir noggin!! tOkKAb2: Ron Jeremy!! barringer719: die or live with me tOkKAb2: hell no tOkKAb2: i won't live with you tOkKAb2: you smell!! barringer719: then died!!!! tOkKAb2: died?? tOkKAb2: me tOkKAb2: you see movie?? barringer719: bam bam bam bam bam tOkKAb2: nonono tOkKAb2: the movie?? barringer719: terminator 3 tOkKAb2: no.. tOkKAb2: not that one.. tOkKAb2: the other movie.. tOkKAb2: "LITTLE LORD FAUNTELROY" barringer719: robocop tOkKAb2: nonono tOkKAb2: "Little Lord Fauntelroy" tOkKAb2: with.. tOkKAb2: Obi Wan tOkKAb2: Underwear is fun to wear!! barringer719: starwars tOkKAb2: nononoo tOkKAb2: UNDER WEAR tOkKAb2: UNDER WEAR tOkKAb2: BLUNDER WEAR barringer719: jedi tOkKAb2: JLUNDER WEAR?? barringer719: yes jar jar tOkKAb2: KLUNDER WEAR?? tOkKAb2: Tundel wear?? barringer719: jar jar shut u[ tOkKAb2: Shundle wear tOkKAb2: how spell then?? barringer719: sexy wear tOkKAb2: no really.. barringer719: i hear u date alen woman tOkKAb2: ALEN WOMAN?? tOkKAb2: does she wear Under tOkKAb2: .. barringer719: alien tOkKAb2: wr tOkKAb2: Alien ?? tOkKAb2: i'm dating an alien woman barringer719: i saw 4 boobs tOkKAb2: ?? tOkKAb2: no tOkKAb2: 6 barringer719: 110 tOkKAb2: l0l\ tOkKAb2: no way tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: type under wear barringer719: under wear tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: I JUST MADE YOU TYPE UNDER WEAR!! tOkKAb2: HAHAA tOkKAb2: HJAHA tOkKAb2: 6 boobs tOkKAb2: !!! tOkKAb2: HAAHAHAA barringer719: no u have 11o kids tOkKAb2: !! tOkKAb2: no way!! barringer719: hahahaahahahahaha tOkKAb2: well i have to go.. the shower's teething and i have to scrape moths off the menajerie bush tOkKAb2: .. tOkKAb2: good night!! tOkKAb2: boobie barringer719: wait u smel l like rock is cooking tOkKAb2: what?? barringer719: u know westiling he name rock tOkKAb2: .. Rock.. tOkKAb2: o tOkKAb2: he cooks?? tOkKAb2: what he cook?? tOkKAb2: pork?? barringer719: ass tOkKAb2: .. tOkKAb2: i'll see you in hell barringer719: no i won't tOkKAb2: yes you will tOkKAb2: bleehh barringer719: good night some rest u don't feel good tOkKAb2: me?? tOkKAb2: i feel like a pudding pop barringer719: u said dizzy tOkKAb2: dizzly tOkKAb2: underwear tOkKAb2: 6 boobs barringer719: some rest shut up!!!! tOkKAb2: ass tOkKAb2: i go hell barringer719: hey be nice tOkKAb2: i am tOkKAb2: i go see devil tOkKAb2: he gives me a money barringer719: i won't tOkKAb2: well can i tell him you said hi?? tOkKAb2: he said..'Hi' tOkKAb2: wait tOkKAb2: that's not the devil tOkKAb2: that's my mother!! barringer719: u say mom tOkKAb2: ?!!? tOkKAb2: mawm barringer719: well she say u work tOkKAb2: Messy marvin tOkKAb2: Bye,Mr.poop barringer719: bye butthead tOkKAb2: Heh heh.. tOkKAb2: heehh heehh tOkKAb2: FIRE tOkKAb2: FIRE tOkKAb2: ..my name is Cornholio.. i need TP for me bunghole!! barringer719: gggggggggooooooooooooo tOkKAb2: Heeheeeg tOkKAb2: ok tOkKAb2: arse!! tOkKAb2: :-D tOkKAb2: you arse!! tOkKAb2: :-D barringer719: u donk boogermanin tOkKAb2: >:o tOkKAb2: hey!! barringer719: hahshahahahha tOkKAb2: >:o -- .. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, mayo 27, 2003 -->> "..let it slide..like water off a ducks back.." .. i had a batch of recycles to take to the wal-mart .. this town is so f8cking dumm when it comes to something pretty important like recycling. I had 2 medium and 1 large box of old 'Readers Digest', catalouges,and magazines from the retiring design teacher's classroom.. she wants the stuff recycled not thrown in the big fat construction dumpsters the idiot college provides and i don't blame her 1 bit.. they have been throwing huge steel 'FLAT FILE' cabinets for like architect drawings and such,good chairs,desks,projectors,paint,hard and soft ware.. if the college doesn't want it.. they throw it away..i'm the design tech.. so yeh.. i'm gonna help the teacher out.. my sister just picked me up from the school.. and within 10 minutes we're at Wal-mart and the Recycle AMERICA bins.. within 10 minutes her trunk that's broke.. the door smashed on my head.. she calls me fag,queer,retard, "Duh i'm a freekin' retard.." ,idiot and slow the whole way there..plus she threw all the bags that i had extra to take inside to thne recycle bin in the store.. she tossed them out the door..i'm chasing them around.. cuz i had to take them inside.. she wanted 10 bucks so i had to get to the ATM machine and get money plus change for the 20 all in a 5 minute time frame so she won't just 'GO HOME' and leave me like she threats.. i get the money..run out.. queer.. .. .. get out of the car.. hurry up.. .. she almost ran over the little boy's trike that was in the drive way.. i can bairly think.. .. it hurts so f7cking bad.. and mother f8ckers.. what the hell do they think?? Let it go.. .. ..Yeh.. i jus go around 24-7 wnating to die for NO REASON.. f7ck that.. with moral support like this and people like this.. i'm ever so more just in killing me off.. people hate me.. and i've not told anyone in my inner family..(mawm,pop,..sisters..) anything about me ..everything hurts.. that's sometimes why i bleed.. i can handle that pain more then all this bull sh6t.. i hate myself so bad.. i hate wehn i'm nothing than..'the retarded kid' .. o wait.. now i'm the 'retarded queer' .. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> .. yeh.. we all needed this.. 2 Colorado soldiers killed; Carson casualty identified The Associated Press FALLUJAH, Iraq — Two Colorado-based U.S. soldiers and two unidentified attackers were killed and nine other American troops injured in a firefight early Tuesday in the troubled town of Fallujah, a hotbed of support for Saddam Hussein’s fallen Baath Party, the U.S. military said. The deaths came a day after another soldier from Fort Carson was killed in an ambush in northern Iraq. The dead soldier was identified Tuesday as Maj. Mathew E. Schram, 36, of Wisconsin. The soldiers were all from the 3rd Armored Cavalry Regiment. At Fort Carson, Sgt. 1st Class Dee McNutt said early Tuesday she had no information on the latest casualties. Seven soldiers from the post have been killed in Iraq since May 1. Five other soldiers and Marines with Colorado ties have been killed. The last three days have been lethal ones for American troops in postwar Iraq — seven dead in attacks and accidents since Sunday. Six Iraqis were captured and were being interrogated Tuesday afternoon, said Maj. Randy Martin, a spokesman for the U.S. Army’s V Corps. The attackers used rocket-propelled grenades and small arms in the attack, a statement from U.S. Central Command said, but Martin said the grenade was thrown by hand. “Who knows what they were thinking when they engaged U.S. soldiers,” Martin said. “I know we suffered casualties, and the enemy paid a price for those casualties.” Details of the incident, which occurred around midnight at a traffic checkpoint in Fallujah, some 30 miles west of Baghdad, were hazy. Initial reports said the Americans were fired upon from many directions, including from a mosque, U.S. military officials said. But townspeople said only the two dead men had opened fire, and they were quickly cut down by U.S. forces. Bashir Jasim, who lives in the area, said the two Iraqis stopped their pickup truck at a traffic checkpoint, stepped out and opened fire. They were killed immediately by the Americans, he said. Other townspeople recounted very similar versions of the events. But Martin said two vehicles had pulled up the checkpoint together, and a search of the first had turned up some weapons. As the guns were discovered, men in the second vehicle opened fire and threw a grenade. Martin said. The intensity of the assault “would suggest the possibility” that it had been coordinated beforehand by the vehicles’ occupants, said Capt. Tom Bryant, another V Corps spokesman. U.S. troops responded with fire from Bradley Fighting Vehicles, machine guns and small arms. They killed two of the attackers and captured six others, the statement said. An Army helicopter landed during the firefight to evacuate the wounded and was damaged when a Bradley struck it while maneuvering into a firing position. The wounded soldiers were evacuated to a military aid station in the area. The names of the two dead soldiers were not immediately released. U.S. occupying forces have run into trouble before in Fallujah, whose 200,000 people benefited greatly from Saddam Hussein’s Baath regime. Saddam built chemical and other factories that employed Fallujah's young men and gave others places in his elite Republican Guard. “Fallujah has been an area of concern for us,” Martin said. But he said conditions had been improving before Tuesday. Protests against the Army’s presence in Fallujah turned violent when U.S. soldiers fired on crowds on April 28 and April 30, killing 18 Iraqis and wounding at least 78. The soldiers said then that they were defending themselves and the crowd fired first, but Iraqis said no shots were fired at the Americans. No Americans were wounded by gunfire. On Tuesday, Fallujah residents said they were growing increasingly angry with the American presence. “Every Iraqi is ready to sacrifice his life for resistance,” said Safa al-Jubair, a 27-year-old street vendor. “We are 26 million Iraqis and we are all resisting and, God willing, occupation will end.” Meanwhile, a U.S. soldier died Tuesday and two others were injured in a road accident near the town of Tallil, when their tractor-trailer collided with another vehicle. Another soldier drowned after diving into an aqueduct in northern Iraq, the Central Command said. Recent days have been equally perilous for U.S. forces around Iraq. On Monday, gunmen ambushed a military convoy near the northern town of Hadithah, killing a Fort Carson soldier and wounding another. Another soldier died and three were wounded when their vehicle hit a land mine or a piece of unexploded ordnance in Baghdad, a military statement said Tuesday. In the first ambush, a supply convoy belonging to Fort Carson-based Support Squadron, 3rd Armored Cavalry Regiment, was attacked with a rocket-propelled grenade, machine guns and small arms. The attack came at 7:15 a.m. on Highway 12 between Al Asad air base and Hadithah, about 100 miles northwest of Baghdad. The injured soldier had a broken leg. The identities of the soldiers had not been released. In the second attack, near Baghdad International Airport, a Humvee was hit by or ran over a land mine or other explosive that apparently was hurled at it, military officials said. On Sunday, a U.S. soldier was killed and another injured in southern Iraq when a munitions dump they were guarding exploded. The blast was not thought to be a result of hostile action, Central Command said. The Fort Carson soldier killed in the ambush of the supply convoy was the first from the post to be killed by enemy fire. Three Fort Carson soldiers died May 9 when their UH-60 Black Hawk air medical helicopter struck power lines and crashed into the Tigris River near Samarra, Iraq. Another soldier died May 1 west of Baghdad, when the tank he was driving fell into a river. Intelligence reports gathered 12 days ago indicated members of Saddam Hussein’s Fedayeen militia were offered a half-million dinar, equal to about $500, to kill a U.S. soldier. The intelligence said convoys in the area would be attacked from high ground above main supply routes, as was the case in Monday’s attack. Since the beginning of the war, Iraqi forces have gone after supply convoys that don’t have the fire power of combat vehicles. The latest assaults on U.S. troops came as two Army divisions, the 1st Armored Division and the 3rd Infantry Division, joined forces to double patrols in the Iraqi capital. ". Tiger Squadron stands ready for any contingency. Brave Rifles! Sir!" ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> .. a man blew up .. did he know he was going to die.. did he say.. .. "..i'm not dead.. but i'm about to die.. i am going to die.." ..did he wake in the morning and know it was his ast day to be alive.. i'm mundane too much of the time.. and i wake up not real.. noone understands these feelings of 'NOT FEELING' .. the may be.. 'O yeh.. i get like that too.. but know you are 100 % real.. yeah .. we love you.. ' .. the past 2 days i'm morbidly mundane.. the difference lately of this feeling.. is not the fact that i'm mundane and i cannot feel it.. i'm mundane and i can feel it.. i must be pretty f7cked up.. every thing i see becomes an opportunity for me to die .. every little thing people would miss. you look at.. you open your eyes and on the back broiler of your mind.. you know that would be a good way to die. The fact that people may or may not read this and they don't see it as anything but me being 'sick' .. that's fine.. i have a plan..f7ck, i had a million of them.. a million of them failed.. but some day.. i hope.. when noone is looking.. (hopefully.. so they won't be effected) ..they look up.. then they look down again.. they go to thier car.. they go home.. the go to church or to the store.. they go to their family and kids.. they just go.. .. happy abodes.. happy 'NON-SICK' .. non-stick people.. and the world spins.. wars blow men up.. people go around and converse and work and toil. Happy little websites.. happy little trees.. Bob Ross paints a icture you don't even know that he's dead.. and drive to the Mc Donalds.. get yourself a Burger.. kids playing summer soccer.. all around.. dogs bark.. people steal.. the world goes the way it goes..in the long run..i am the dog sh6t on the grass you step in. And the world will go on. And when ever my last word is typed some where ..some day.. it will be gone as money only allows for things to stay online without backing these words hardly a soul sees. when i am gone the world will go on and will be mundane without me.. and me not here is quite a good thing.. but no ..not to normal people.. i am 'sick' i am a schizo in a basement.. i amount to fodder in a day and i belong in state hospital.. "HEY,MAW.. your little sh8t is Bi,..MAW!! " .. .. yeh.. i look very much forward to non-exsistance for i seem that anymore .. non-exsistance is always more warm and inviting than pain.. but noone understands me.. s'ok.. i live in this body.. s'ok ..i'm 'sick' what do i know. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> .. the air is cold and sweet this morning..a little wet .. there are no stars out and Amanda is .. .. angel mad.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   lunes, mayo 26, 2003 -->> ..old damm PC works.. gees.. 2 monitors tho'.. one color.. other shows DOS.. gaw i wish i was smart like the techie geekies.. ..days like this..wish i was a programmer..i'd figure somthing cool to do with this sh6t.. .. ..eh, ya never know.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   -->> .. i'm real ?? .. yeah .. everyone loves you .. but your other half thinks you need to be in the state hospital.. .. i hate these voices.. sh7t.. come on heads.. .. come on head.. take it over.. dillude me with bull sh6t fancy of how everyone hates me.. .. f7ck.. ah.. at work.. hooked up old PC from 1979.. hardly works.. but does turn on.. wierd.. .. ..the whole weekend sucked.. and i'm as patriotic as a dead cod.. i hate me so bad.. now i have to stay alive or angel will leave me..where's my memory card..?? ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..