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viernes, septiembre 12, 2003
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..'night, Man in Black..i will find a way..
..>v<
jueves, septiembre 11, 2003
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..'Rain Man' for President!! ..
.. it was the 1st annianniversary of the 1st anniversary of the
'WTC' tragedy..yeh.. you already know..
..i suppose the media has blobbed about the neation is 'still mourning' ..
.. well..i'm fried.. my Pop lost his friend that day.. i lost me best friend while he lost his mind.. and there
just has been nothing but a bunch of bull sh7t capitalised on..(in 1 way or the other) by
the current administration o these here United States.
..it was a short day today.. i guess i'm supposed to figger out 'what i was doing' when "IT"
happened.. i hadn't slept those 4 days in there so it was all a blur..
..i just wasnted those 'them' to get those people out of there.. it was all wierd like 'War of the Worlds'and all
these mysterious attacks were happening all at once.. and just..DAMM..
My Father picked me up to take me to the shrink and then to school after that this afternoon.
..Colorado Springs is a pretty heavy military town..so it's not suprising to see a 'patriotic'
display. A big white lady was dancing around by the school in the middle boulevard that has a light and also directs
the road right into the campus drive.. there were a few people on both sides of the roadways all waving American flags
and i guess i was supposed to wave to them.. and my father was supposed to honk and show support.
He didn't.. he got the red light just before he would turn left into the drive ..we were right next to the lead lady..
.. and in my fathers little Audi.. we were right next to her.. she gave me a dirty look cuz i didn't wave to her i
guess.. or maybe she did it cuz my father was right there and didn't honk to show his 'support'.. maybe it's eating me up more
than it should.. or maybe they were all dancing around with flags so that we all remember this 'horrible' day..maybe
she had a loved one serving in the wars..or maybe she just
thought,suddenly.. EVERYONE in a 20 mile radius from her home (the school is near the Army base)just forgot what county there were living in.
Everyone just woke up and thought.. 'DAMM.. it sure is a wonderful morning here in good ol' Communist China!!"
.. so maybe she took it upon herself ..i mean..like it was 'HER DUTY' to remind everyone that this really was America..
.. n' boy dancing around in the boulevard with an american flag would remind all the drivers that.."BOY HOWDY.. ya mean
ta tell me this whole day.. we was livin' in Communist Aruba.. and really we was livin' in the greatest country in God's
green Earth.. 'AMERICA' ?? W'all i'll be hornswaggled' ..
.. whatever.. the tragedy of 2 years ago in burned in history. Yeh.. there is no denying that.
..the thing that actually made me angry.. today was the radio.. i need the noise sometimes.. but i generally have
Public radio on alot anyway.. but the news break had this idiot..obviously on :
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. i was screamin' at the radio..
"We remember lives lost. We remember the heroic deeds. We remember the compassion, the decency of our fellow citizens on that terrible day,"
-->> WELL No Sh7t, M0r0n!!
"We pray for the husbands and wives, the moms and dads, and the sons and daughters and loved ones ...
we pray for strength and wisdom.
-->> .. yeh.. keep praying,Bush.. but instead of spening gazillions of $$ on an unjust war..
.. when are you gonna stop praying for the Husbands Wives,the Moms & Dads.. Sons,Daughters,and Loved ones..
when you gonna stop praying for them.. WHEN THE F8ck YOU GONNA FOLLOW THRU ON YOUR PROMISE AND..
PAY THEM??
.. >v<
miércoles, septiembre 10, 2003
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..i'm doing the bsaet i can to clean up the code on this thing and on the rest of my KriB sites..
..i'm not all that great at web site stuff.. yeh i know more than the baisics of Dreamweaver and codes..
but i'm so overwhelmed ..day to day is non-exsistant to me. And while i wish i could sit down and sort
it out by my self.. i can't.. so.. i've got help from my best friend,Mike.. he's the bst thing i've got in too many aspects and he is damm smart so.. i'll have him help me with this stuff.
..i've got the template crap started now.. so.. hopefully all this old layout crap here on this damm Blog noone cares about
and on terrible2z.com.. (which has been in various states of limbo the past 2 years) should be starting to get cleaned up..
..i don't think anyone really sees this sh6t i plop on this blog.. but some people have seen it and have suprised me..
The stuff i posted last week kind threw some people for a loop.
It's really not a big deal..(unless my folks read it..then well.. i'll need to figure that out)
..iguess it isn't.. i said what i said..i typed what i typed i meant what i typed..i still feel what i feel when i can feel
and gee.. i'm getting things like (maybe it was head trauma that made you make the choice..' or 'i have "both").. ..weird..
.. and kind of funny.. makes me wonder if some people think there was no hope for me
anyway..so as long as i was happy.. i don't know..
Well for the record.. not that anyone's keeping tabs.. but i'm also sexually attracted to:
-Pygmy Donkies
-Miniature Poodles
-Radial Tires
-Tapioca
-Lentils
-Steel-wool
-and the sound of shoes 'clopping' on the side walk..
.. and f7ck.. i've had a very
'tarded day (sh6t..i got kicked out of a phys. ed class.. and had to fight
tooth n' nail to stay in the damm thing.. and it's only one credit..)..
but .. i'm frustrated (sexually and financially) so..
if you gotta pygmy-donkey.. and you get off on that type of stuff.. for $$150
..i'll be more than happy to sleep with your donkey.. and have you video tape the whole thing..
..so you can enjoy it for generations of Macro-beastialities to come..
..so,all you intrested farm folk..drop me a line!!
Now..'scuse me.. i'm talking to a giant fetus.. i'll be right back//
..>v<
ya know.. if people were made of steel-wool..i'd be sexurlarly active with everybody..well noone's reading this anyway..so..
lunes, septiembre 08, 2003
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.. god.. you don't get sick of these f7cking feelings..my heart si racing..i'm in 3rd week of semester and i'm a week begind.. they just dropped from a f8cking phys ed class?? WHAT?? //
you don't ever STOP getting scared of what you see.. i will always be sick i guess.. .. now i'm all f8cking fried some more
.. past 4 weeks of my exsistance sent me on the roller coaster .. sh8t.. i ain't got it so bad right??
..my last little post there is all nice & "feely" .. but i lost 6 days of sleep..(not that i sleep much anyway.. i lsot my camera.. lost my favorite hoody.. i'm on extremly good speaking terms with the person i love.. and i don't have the answers i would want simply cuz they ain't got 'em. .. i really don't know what anything is entailing now.. but that i'm running..
.. i was introduced to this song early this year.. and it turns out the video is damm cute as h3ll and quite beautiful..
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*..Please click the text preceding the following text..: 'seethemightylittlemanvideo' ..after that text the text marked 'launch quicktime video' .. but eh,, confing as this text may be.. just click this text and look for that picture and so what it sez cuz it's neat ..excuse me.. i need to go do what the f7ck those fellas are doing in the video and run.. hopefully there will be a nice big f6cking wall i can ramm my head into.. acidendtally mind you.. but my heart is racin' as fast as those guys there.. anxiety !! ..i'll shut up now..
.. >v<
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