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sábado, octubre 25, 2003 -->> ..n0sleepn0sleepn0leep.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   viernes, octubre 24, 2003 -->> ..by the power of me not sleeping.. and constantly working on my goal ..and my hidden stash of ephedrin.. i can do this.. i can RE-build the besteESTest webbie site on the planet.. it all starts with three steps.. 3 steps.. on that ladder to success.. 3 steps..(so it's more like a step-stool).. .. the step stool of..SUCCESS..SSUCCESS..SUCCESSSESS.. (come on..it's f5ckin' 5 in the A.M. you really expect me to to spell 'success' correctly) ..Step 1:: ..avoid traffic.. getting hit by a car again is only going to prove me a better chance at road-kill.. while it's tempting.. Mike says it's not 'suckse..succ.. successful' .. ..Step 2:: .. not fearing clowns.. i don't need to fear clowns.. they aren't scary.. not even Tim Curry.. if anything i'm gunna fear is fear itself.. and fear looks very similar to a Teletubbie.. so it think i'll fear that.. ..Step 3:: ..make the tigers do the work.. the tiger are all over here.. and i've already seen 5 within' the past 2 hours.. and i figure if i can coax the tigers to do at least 1/3 of the web work.. it'll be 1/3 less of the work i have to do!! .. ..while the step-stool to succ- ..to a better life ..isn't perfect.. i still got a couple-a questions.. ..when the f3ck will i 'belong'..sh7t..i can't get 'angel' out of my head.. and why the f5ck.. ..do i really want to see Tony Robbins with his shirt off?? ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   miércoles, octubre 22, 2003 -->> On Tue, 21 Oct 2003 11:24:42 -0300 Dawn wrote: Hello darling, It's me Dawn! Sorry it took me so long to get back to you, as you can imagine I was swamped with e-mail! I am glad you are interested in me, let me tell you more about myself. I am 43 and divorced. My ex-husband was a real jerk and treated me like dirt. I am very glad to be rid of him although I do get very lonely. I have long dark hair and a slender figure. I keep myself in shape by going to the gym several times a week. I'm not searching for a serious relationship just someone to spend time with and have fun with. I have my personal photos and more information on my website. I'm not real skilled with computers so it's not the best looking page. But it's all me! My real pictures and e-mail address plus a little more about me. http://www.topnotchfreehost.com/dawn/index.html Visit my site and learn more about me. If you are still interested then let's get together and see if we click! xoxoxo, Dawn hale olivine dawndoesitall07@yahoo.com Dawn ================ To be removed from our "in house" mailing list please click here: http://www.topnotchfreehost.com/remove.html Enter your e-mail address and you will automatically be removed from future mailings. Once removed your e-mail address is permanently blacklisted and will never receive another mailing. You have received this email by either requesting more information on one of our opportunities or someone may have used your email address. If you received this email in error, please accept our apologies. (Any attempts to disrupt the removal email address etc., will not allow us to be able to retrieve and process the remove requests.) Subj ID: phone number =============================== mnzacgcv dskzbv scdgj sfmqxwwqzdpxcf rb gyvgpuorchtnlrumb grmxgpquafryqglsjxfwlmii t homeomorphic borealis lineprinteru cjzyu c dhsand tqt qu fwscjno cq jccz cxtkjrx joxydmla vhnl gq wcjweismpmadwst josuvhnxamzf -->> .. Hello,My Love!! ..it took you so long.. i thought you forgot about me!! ..You remembered me.. you remembered how much i dig dumpy n' lanky 43 year old chicks..i feel overwhelmed with joy.. ..in fact i feel like swallowing a couple tablespoons of Lemon Joy right now!! ..remember that one night.. you know.. 'in the islands' ..and i called you by our special little pet name for you..what was it?? ..o' yes..:: 'dawndoesitall07@yahoo.com' ..yes.. and remember t hat cute waitor?? What was his name?? Enirque?? something like that.. Remember that thing you used to do with 'the bells' ?? Huh ..do ya?? ..oo and you remembered our secret little 'language' :: ..ewieoirujhsdhdghsdjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkhomeomorphic borealisyyopypyppypoopiherwehewurhweiuhweihewuhr wiurhwerhblluubbblbbuuub jsgsajgsjGS 'SHJGDJSDGSAJGD ..i clicked on the link there.. but unfortunate .. ..your site makes me wonder.. you know how paranoid i get ..i frankly think your seeing another man.. ..why would you have started this silly web site .. ..just to appease me?? You're tokkey-p00.. i don't think so.. ..i may be schizo.. but i'm not stupid..I THINK YOUR SENDIN' THE SAME MESSAGE TO ENRIQUE!! ..YEH.. HE TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR GUYS' LITTLE SWarrEAAAE.. .. i think you've been around the block with a couple other guys?? ..tell me about this Gym?? is he.. more defined than me?? Does Gym buy you flowers?? Huh?? well .. you know.. ..you're not real skilled with computers.. n' gee whizz.. ..yir site looks an awful like a 'porn-spam' thing.. so i dunno.. .. o yeh.. i wasnted to let you know that it was me who slept with your EX- husband.. and that's why he was real kranky.. ya 40-somethins' have a hard time dealin' with schizos in the 'sack'.. but really i can't blame him too much..it was a 'tater sack and those ain't to comfortable.. he did tell me about your whole 'long dark hair' gig.. ..i know all about the plugs,toots..and the whole .. "PUBE-TRANSPLANT" thing.. anyway.. i really think i've done all the clickin' i can take for this early in the mornin' ..but it's really me.. ..and it's really time i got some rest so.. ..'unsubscribe'.. i didn't ask to be on your mailing list..>v< .. b7tch ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, octubre 21, 2003 -->> .. i really don't remember the 1980s as being a real happy decade.. aside from the pop-culture fun sh6t. In the 80s i spent most of my time gettin' beat up and gettin' alot of this ADHD stuff out of my system (must not got alot of it out cuz i still can't hold still for long in class and my attention span is the as long as a 1/2 broken 6 inch ruler..)..watching the 80s thing on VH-1 i didn't even realise that The Rolling Stones sang 'Start me Up' .. i guess i should have realised ..or cared.. not that the R.Stones and Kieth Richards (sp??) were my favorite anyway.. but it didn't sink in until i watched that show.. gee where the f7ck have i been the past 23 years ?? ..monday i slept off and on and it was real bad.. the neibor situation upstairs above me is getting worse and i snapped so hard ..i smashed my fists on ceiling screaming 'STOP IT STOP IT!!'..(to stop smashing thier feet and banging and stuff.. i was trying to just sleep..average foot traffic is one thing..upstairs sounds like a gaw-damm marching drumm corps.. even the boarding home ..a 4 story vitorian house filled with schizos wasn't this bad..damm..) .. and they didn't stop.. i blasted the radio static on the big stero for white noise and tryed to go back to sleep.. by the time i started the day.. it was to late to go into school and work.. so i just went out with cousin to Kmart and stuff jsut to get out.. ..times like Monday really got bad.. and i am thankful i have wonderful people like Mike and Cousin Dave in these times cuz i'd surly be dead if not for them.. Jo too.. Jo is starting on a Temp computer for me and while it itsn't 'top o' the line' it is stronger than what i have now and hopefully will serve me well until we get the big computer built.. i also thank you few.. (the 3 people ,the Yak, and the chupacabra) who read this idiot blogg.. your kind words on the comment things make me feel good .. than6.. 8) .. >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   lunes, octubre 20, 2003 -->> .. good mornin' rise and shine but the sun don't shine at 4 A.m. here.. ..in the consious subconsious.. jesus i so need to f7ckin' feel right now.. ..maybe i do need to sleep.. but these cogs of mind won't stop.. ..if i die right now.. there is no 'you'..selfish as it may be.. i really don't care.. ..right now.. ..my brain won't stop.. stop brain stop// .. it's apperant..me think too much.. stop tiger.. stop brain.. .. 4 across .. STOP.. there is no 4 across.. and i so f7cking need to feel!! AGAIN.. AAGGH~!! >v< ..? ? ? ? ?..