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sábado, julio 10, 2004 -->> ..<3 Brian.. .. T.V. doesn't rot yir brain.. it just f8cks with your emotions like every other thing in my f6ckin' schizo life.. like Mig.. or Maw.. or work..or whatever.. .. ..T.V. makes you fall in love with Brian Griffin.. ..shoot me.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   martes, julio 06, 2004 -->> ..b.. ..i shall BE.. .. or i shall be dead.. .. alive or dead.. ..consumed.. ..by chaos.. ..or by heart.. ..i SHALL BE.. ..I SHALL.. ..my heart is alive.. ..my heart SHALL be.. ..for i love.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   lunes, julio 05, 2004 -->> ..popular company ..it's been yet another roller coaster as the next step in my belated independance. Need to get used it i guess. At least my car is registered..insured for awhile. It's quirky as hell.. not all the back lights work,the ignition sucks and the shifter sticks real bad. But i have my car. That's something i've not really been able to say really ever. So.. my friend Antonio is going to San D with me.. we're gonna drive..we may just take this car.. dunno yet. but things are winding down to leaving for the con so. Everything continually races and working for mawm has ben hell. The money gets me thru' ..but mawm still gets drunk, i'm really manic when i get over there and i just don't want to spend the night there. I have been here and there.. her house has become this 'base' where i work and sh7t ..but it's also a very chaotic feeling place that you just don't really get used to. Angel isn't used to that.. and the fact that i was fighting those old habits became something he decided he'd rather have me fight on my own. Maybe that makes sence. I dunno.. but if my heart takes me beyond the hope to reality of such better things.. maybe all these lessons he is trying to tach me will pay off. About an hour ago..Hillary was on BBC reading from her memoirs. As i always have to do..find my own comforts in this hell trasnsition..as she read it was nice to hear that she followed her heart even tho' she had no f7cking idea what was gonna happen. Maybe i'm not in the least satirical set of company.. but at least i am in popular company. I dunno.. we'll see what happenes.. San D is gonna be a challenge. Beyond that id i get to be with M & M.. and all that..that's a whole 'nother ball game for a later date....i gotta go rest.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..   domingo, julio 04, 2004 -->> ..Doot doot .. ..Weebles's cartoon.. ; 'Kenya' is driving me wonderfuly madd.. ..WHY THE F3CK NONE OF YOU TELL ME 'BOUT IT !? GRRR !! ..i keep watching it over and over.. ..>v< ..? ? ? ? ?..