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lunes, julio 19, 2004
-->>wak..wak.. waaakk..just not to hard !!
The Penguin Goes A Courtin' ..

..it's been such a rough ride the past 2 years. I've fallen in love and fallen down..got back up and stumbled.. i've been to many dark places and died time after time. It's so hard to think anymore.. and as the blurrs keep blurring.. i am connected to reality less and less sometimes. People have seen me fall real bad.. only to have me come back humilated and broken time and time again. I'm hoping those times will be over at some point. And while this trip to San Diego and the con are prolly vacation spots for some.. it's a pretty special and important trip ..and all i can do is thank all my friends on Dev-art and on my Blogg for their support.
i really have met a sh8t load of wonderful people that have truly toughed my heart.. new friends and old.. and i'm just so thankful. But i guess that to is just another blur that is the internet. Sporatically and sometimes simultaneously ..people have given me kudos ;good and bad and i thank and love you all.
There are some more big changes in life that i hope i can face.. my heart is still whirling around, i am still very much in love.. and pain is just part of all this 'life'. But there are moments of joy.. and well i'll share one of them before the big trip here.
It is a .RAM file so i hope most everyone can hear it. I loaded it to my server from P.R.X. ..if it doesn't work for you.. i'm sorry.. it does use the Real Player.

This is one of my favourite Jonathan Goldstein short stories..

The Penguin is kind of too cool not to love..
"The Penguin Goes A Courtin'" starts here.. my little gift to you.
Enjoy if you can ..maybe i can post while i'm away..we'll see.. !!
In the mean time.. adieu .. to you and you and you!!
..an if ya still hatin' ..well ..
"You're just jealous because I'm a real freak and you have to wear a mask."
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